If I could Escape - oh believe me i would!

2010: I wonder how this year will turn out?

Have you ever felt like everything and everyone is against u? And you sit down on the sofa, thinking about what life has really become. Just staring out the window and wondering will it all ever get better. Alot of times people think "Wow, my life sucks! I wish i could just move away and have a fresh start".
I think every single person has had that thought at least one or two times. Sometimes things feel so hopeless that you're not exactly sure what to do. It feels like you're stuck somewhere in a big whole and no one is there to rescue you but yourself. Ive had that feeling now, for the second time. However, im not gonna be the one to sit around and wait for someone to rescue me, stubborn as i am, i will do it myself!!

This is me, im rescuing myself from that big whole and im starting something extraordinary, special and fantastic: A NEW LIFE!
Just saying that sounds really good, of course i will take my friends and all my experiences into a new era of my life, but somethings are better left behind..

So this is what i will do, here and now, make some rules to always keep in mind:

- I am great, no matter what people say, no matter what i do, i am great! ( Yes, Christina Aguilera, you are right, i really am beautiful!)

- Always put myself first, yes, sounds selfish but it is true!

- Always put my family and friends second, because their the ones who has made me, and they have helped through good and bad, they've watched me happy, drunk, goofy,sad, angry and crazy (My mama and my papa started it by making me, thank you very much for giving me life). I Love you all!

- I will do what i love to do, throughout my whole life.

- I make my own decisions, if a choice i do turns out to be bad, well, then i learn. Because i learn from all of my mistakes, and that makes me a better person then not wanting so admit what you have done wrong.

- EVERY SINGLE DAY- when i wake up in my bed i will think that this is going to be an awesome day and i will do everything in my power to make it that way!

- Exercising is my Bible, its holy to me, thats just the way it is! I Love it and its just an amazing feeling that i get everytime i exercise, or i go to the gym, or just read magazines about fitness and health, i worship exercising!

- I will never stop being goofy, silly or play as if i was a kid, its healthy - and i love it - and i will never let it go!

- I will always do my very best to help others who needs my help! Im not saying im donating all my money every month, but just helping others do something and appreciate what God has given us!

- Im gonna do my very very best to not spend too much money, i love spending it, but i hate it when im broke, so im starting a new better budget (and i think my savings account will be very happy- doing this for u baby!)

- I will always do my best in everything i do- when it comes to work-exams-friends-exercising- pretty much everything, i will always make sure im doing my best!

SO there are probably alot more that i could put in here, but i think these ones were the most important ones. When u read this u probably think "that girl is a little u know kookoo" but im really not, im just sorting out some things in life and i want my near and dear to know.

And the last thing im gonna say is " uuuuh uh uh uh uhuh uhuhuhu, DONT WORRY, BE HAPPY!"